Chinese was really sleepy. I started messaging people. But one happily didn't read the message and the other was sleeping! ): Then half an hour before lesson ended I woke up and became energetic. I don't know why luh, my body's wierd. Then I saw Atheena! :D Haven't seen her in ages. After that, waited for about an hour for Evaporate tall person! Haha! Had lunch at yoshi. I couldn't even finish my food, where on earth did my hunger go? I was super hungry and then I couldn't finish my food, crap. Then bought this MAOAM sweet, which is really nice! :D Then I mrt/bus-ed home.
Fell asleep. Woke up at three.
I need food, I only had one meal today. I don't feel like chewing though.
Maybe the problem is that- I don't let go.
I'm abandoning this for awhile.
Yes there is another address but don't bother finding me.
I'll find you.
I love Titanic. (:
I will always and forever love the show.
One boy, one girl :D
& when they kissed, the whole world dissapeared.
Angel Of Mine
When I first saw you, I already knew. There was something inside of you. Something that I thought that I would never find, angel of mine.
I look at you, looking at now. Now I know why they say the best things are free.
What if, he got onto a boat? Tragic endings for the best stories.
Titanic is like sadomasochism! <3
Thursday, October 26, 2006
I love inside jokes. (:
By the way, this conversation was with Marcella. She wants her name here because she thinks she is funny. Not funny Marcella. HAHAHAHA! :D
Hello; don't you understand says:
YOU MEANIE!!
Tear-stained face. says:
I'm nice. (:
Hello; don't you understand says:
nice with a poof? -_-
Today was the worst day for some people. I know some who got retained, quite sad! ):
But my entire class got promoted! :D Yay, smart class. Haha. My position went up, but I am really disspointed with my results. ): I need to do something about my chinese and ss/lit. If I pull those two up, my average can rocket it's way to the top. Bop bop bop! Bop to the top!
I got a really random call today. (: I heard some not so nice stuff about our school la basically. But I really missed talking to you yeah. It's about the lower sec being ____s. I was not spared from the details though, sick! Enough of school, it's over. It's THE HOLIDAYS. (:
SUNDAY SUNDAY SUNDAY.
I am going see Cody baby! :D
I will fall in love with Cody, kidnap him and keep him forever and ever.
No sharing of Cody allowed.
But I can't get over you, plus rien ne te face.
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
I officially woke up about eleven plus. But I got out of bed at 11. :D
Back to reading fanfiction! (: I love fanfiction.
The Prestige, every trick consists of three parts. The beginning where the magician shows the audience something. The middle where the makes it disappear and the end, the prestige where he makes it reappear again.
Okay, from now onward I shall watch Titanic montages. They're damn cool. (: I wish I had enough money to buy the special collectors edition last christmas! ):
It had the alternate ending & alot of unseen footage! UNFAIR.
If only you could see;
Monday, October 23, 2006
Prisonbreak freakish obessions.
How on earth do people have time to do this?
What game shall we play today? says:
i havent slept in 3 days.
I'll hold you high & steal your pain says:
O_O
What game shall we play today? says:
i fell asleep in the most stupid position just now.
I'll hold you high & steal your pain says:
STANDING?
What game shall we play today? says:
my laptop was on a stool and the mousepad was on a beanbag next to me but its slanting down.
What game shall we play today? says:
and i dozed off holding my mouse in that position
I'll hold you high & steal your pain says:
HAHAHAHAHHA
I'll hold you high & steal your pain says:
DIES OF LAUGHTER!
I'll hold you high & steal your pain says:
OMGGGG.
I'll hold you high & steal your pain says:
You crack me up.
I'll hold you high & steal your pain says:
Cracks.
I'll hold you high & steal your pain says:
HAHAHAHAH
I'll hold you high & steal your pain says:
Omggggggggg.
What game shall we play today? says:
LOL
What game shall we play today? says:
know what? you kinda crack me up too
What game shall we play today? says:
from the healthy diet of OMGs and HAHAHAs and upper case letters
What game shall we play today? says:
=D
I'll hold you high & steal your pain says:
Hahaha, I better stop laughing before someone comes in the room & thinks I'm crazy.
What game shall we play today? says:
YES
What game shall we play today? says:
that would be a good idea
What game shall we play today? says:
imagine you are the one at macs now, and you've just read that and laughed.
What game shall we play today? says:
i can imagine all the people STARING at you
I'll hold you high & steal your pain says:
But, THANK GOODNESS I'm NOT in Macs, especially not at the CHINATOWN POINT one!!!!
I'll hold you high & steal your pain says:
Don't turn around!
What game shall we play today? says:
eh what's that supposd to mean.
I'll hold you high & steal your pain says:
Everyone's starring at you.
I'll hold you high & steal your pain says:
Hurhurhur.
We crack, I'm crazy & she's wrazy! :D
The dude rocks ass at cracking people up luh.
I'll hold you high & steal your pain says:
Eh, you don't sleep for 3 days can tahan ar?
What game shall we play today? says:
no, thats why i fell asleep just now
What game shall we play today? says:
lol
SEE, crrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrraaaaccccckkkkkkkkkk! :D
Sunday, October 22, 2006
Church today was alright, lessons were in the Chapel. Not bad, I learnt that I knew whack about the church. Seriously whack, I was quite compelled at the questions that I never asked about the things I've always done. Intreguing. :D
I decided to go home after class and not to pool or lunch. I went HOME. I'm proud of myself for that! (: Later went to watch The Prestige at Cineleisure with Leslie, Mathias and Rachel. Howie didn't go and went to watch The Departed. I am super jealous, I really wanna watch The Departed but it's freaking M18. Bah!
Everyone, you should really catch The Prestige. It was a damn good movie. It's one of the best I have ever seen. Way better than Scoop! Way better than all the other stupid shows I've watched in a long time. It's basically amazing. Yeah, amazing.
Saturday, October 21, 2006
It's all good on a straight way, but you took that turn- doing eightfive on a thirtyfive.
It feels wierd now, I don't know what to say. I am astonished, shocked and confused. How do you manage to live without a care? Calculus, ten years from now. I may not be here anymore. Did you ever wonder why?
Friday, October 20, 2006
I am tired, I am very tired. I do not want to figure out how things could have been if nothing happened at all. If we remained friends and you never left- forget it.
They don't know how hard it is to let go.
Whoever said that life was fair, when you live without a care? When you are invincible, who thinks about leaving when you are living?
Screw it all, I give up.
It took the life right out of me.
Hung up the phone, raced out the door, broken.
Tried to believe that it wasn't true, but in my heart I always knew-
That being the life of the party would catch up to you
Your family was waiting and crying for three damn hours
I said don't do it babe, said it ain't worth it baby
But you did it anyway-
Four or five drinks and you were on your way
Everything was cool on the straight away
But you took that turn doing eighty-five in a thirty-five
Why babe?
Whoever said that life was fair when you lived without a care?
My mind goes crazy whenever I think about where you would be four years from now.
Wow, I'm surprised at my rankings! I'm quite satisfied, but I want my CA1 results to repeat themselves, bah. & I'm not addicted to Invincible (: It's such a sweet sweet song.
Thursday, October 19, 2006
For my points, I have 21 & 17. Quite terrible, but at least I know I still have improving space. My ideal points would be 9 & 10 or better. :D But I would need FIVE A1s. Whoa, I'm aiming them at my sciences, maths and core. I hope I can achieve them by next year.
stare at the wall and the wall will talk to you. i need to talk to a human, walls just don't cut it. says:
not only prozac you need. maybe zoloft too
I'm not that crazy dude! Anyway, don't kill my imagination or else I'll become a depressed child. & I'm supposed to have happy thoughts! :D
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
Oh man! I think I'm really addicted to Backstreet's Drowning. It's awesome okay! Nic, I'll go skating with you someday, before you leave. I PROMISE! I want to go, ):
Later watching Death Note, I think it'll be nice. :D
I <3>.
Edit!
In the end watched Scoop as Death Note only opens tomorrow. But enjoyed the show thoroughly :D After the show, spotted someone outside Cine smoking, quite shocking luh, even _ didn't know. I need to buy my PEZ.
Okay, I'm sleepy again, goodnight!
/Edit!
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
I think drowning is sucha great song.
I am going to work on my website layouts, I have to redo Marcella's, because she changed the picture and now the orientation is all just wrong. So Marcella, you better thank me! Hahaha. :D
Everytime I breathe, I take you in. My heart beats again. Everytime I tried to rise above, I'm swept away by love.
Dreamers have the most potential. :D
ACC!
Baby, I can't help it.
Monday, October 16, 2006
I passed lit, but failed the combined humans! Hahaha, but I passed lit! So it's an improvement. Ss also considered improved. From 7/25 to 22/50 okay! Chinese dropped though, all the way down to 35, die. :/ Amath was terrible! I got like 64! AHHH. Missed my B3 by one freaking mark. Dang!
Baby, I can't help it.
You keep me drowning in your love.
Maybe it's best to let you go.
Sunday, October 15, 2006
I think I made a huge mistake today.
But I'm not taking it back, not in this lifetime.
So I guess this means goodbye until something drastic happens, like you dying.
When life continues and dreams fail, hope and faith is instilled. Murky waters and dark blue seas. The pain starts to fade, but it comes back to haunt you.
Love in blind in every aspect, life is a hallucination where everything good seems bad.
Sometimes your dreams kill reality.
Tear-stained face, I'll always be loving you.
Saturday, October 14, 2006
HAPPY 15TH JOACHIM TAN!
There, big and bold. :D
Anyway, I wonder how we're going to give the presents luh! I want to buy more PEZ. :D
Now I'm going to watch all my nice nice montages on YOUTUBE. If I can find them.
Oh oh! Clara's REALLY crazy. I'm serious!
I'm anti Jason-Lauren.
I am pro Lauren-Stephen!
STEPHEN'S HOT!
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
I've been hiding alot of things, I've been stuck where I am for a very long time now.
I just pretended to move on.
Maybe I thought things would change? Now I can hardly say I'm okay. It says 'listen to your heart'. How does it know that I even have a heart? Are questions ever answered? I think you should just remember me as Jane. The one who didn't exist.
I can't listen to my heart, because I don't know where it is.
So goodbye and farewell.
I have seen fear. I have seen faith.
Seen the look of anger on your face.
And if you want to talk about what will be,
Come and sit with me, and cry on my shoulder,
I'm a friend.
And if you want to talk about it anymore,
Lie here on the floor and cry on my shoulder,
I'm a friend.
I had the wierdest dream. I was back in London for a week. & I stayed at this place, where DOUGIE was. But, I'm not into Mcfly. I've never thought about him until that dream. Odd ain't it? But it felt so real. Why do dreams seem so beautiful?
Exams are a real bugger, :/ Tomorrow's the last day. I feel getting high on cry luh. Tomorrow's PRISONBREAK! :D
Eddie/ Hello! HAHAHA.